Hi guys I know I haven't been on in a while. I've been pretty busy with school, studying for my midterm and as usual, taking care of my family. Aside from all that though, I've been feeling really anxious. Every day my heart is pounding 100 mph and I feel a bit shaky. I've been… Continue reading Just Wanted to say Hi…
Going through my phone's contacts, I accidentally came across your name and number. I can no longer try to call or text, you, because you are no longer with us. God, the sadness I now feel is palpable. When will things feel right again? When will the tears subside? When will I be able to… Continue reading When?
Hi All, I haven't been blogging much, ever since finding out one of my step parent's passed away. I've been feeling pretty down and not reaching out to many people, over the past two weeks. On top of that, yesterday was the last day of class and I have two take home exams I need… Continue reading You Will Survive This Too
I still can’t believe he’s gone. I haven’t been blogging much bc I’m dealing with the passing of one of my step parents. Coping is difficult and I’m just trying to be ok, along with my family. Tell your family & friends how much you love them. You never know when it’ll be the last time you’ll see and speak to them. Xo
My ears ring with each scream that comes through the receiver.
My hands shake uncontrollably as I try to make my way to the car.
My sister takes my call with automatic fear in her voice,
For my voice is cracking as I try to keep it together.
The tears sting my eyes as I drive to get to you.
My heart aches as I realize you’re gone.
My anger rises as I remember us asking you to stop,
But then sorrow kicks in because I know it wasn’t your fault.
We all have our demons,
But yours were more over powering.
You had your times of happiness
But in the end you just weren’t strong enough.
I forgive you for all that was said and done.
I hold no grudges toward you.
I know you’re no longer in pain, and now you can get your rest,
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Before Thanksgiving is over, I wanted to share 10 things I am thankful for: My parents (biological & step). Despite all that has happened in the past, I am glad we can all love and respect each other. Also, thank you all for your love and support. Each and every one of you have taught… Continue reading I Am Thankful For…