Was it Real?

I had a really good day today.... And now I’m laying here anxious, feeling uneasy because something just doesn’t feel right. Does this happen to anyone else? One minute you’re happy and enjoying yourself, not thinking too much and then you get home and start going back on your day, thinking, and over thinking until…

Let Me Sleep

Laying here in bed Eyes and mind praying for sleep five more minutes please -Jen ❤️

Hard To Swallow Pills

I saw this post and I have to admit I gave a hard time with each and every one of these. I always feel like someone is mad at me, or gossiping about me. I have to learn to realize everyone has their own life and is focused on themselves and not me or analyzing…

I’m so Over this Anxiety

Guys, I'm feeling so anxious today. My heart is pounding, Arms are tingling, Eyes feel so heavy, I want to sleep. I'm Nauseous and my mind won't shut up! The amount of thoughts circling my mind are exhausting. ...I'm tired of wondering if family and friends care. Am I bothering them by calling or texting?…

Insomnia Strikes

Welp! It's almost 3am and I'm laying in bed, wide awake. I swear I was tired and sleepy earlier but I get into bed and wouldn't you know? Sleepiness is gone! Two days ago I started taking Allegra-D for sinus pain and headaches and now I can't seem to fall asleep. Has anyone else had…

Anxiety Ridden

The past 2 weeks I have been stressed and really anxious about starting at my new college in Florida. I understand that I become anxious when things are unknown to me, when they are new. But I didn't expect my anxiety to be as bad as it has been. I haven't been sleeping well at…

Sleep is Ever-Changing: A Haiku

Sleep is like the wind It can be ever-changing Until it finds peace -Jen, xo artwork by Deviant Art (found through google)

When Insomnia Strikes

Being sleep deprived Can play some tricks on the mind I don't want to play   -Jen “She picked up the pieces of her life and created something beautiful. From that day forth she shone like the sun and changed the definition of broken.” –Randall M. Core

Do You Remember?

How do you leave things in the past? Words spoken, feelings broken How do you forget the emotion behind their words? Heart aching, hands shaking The animosity? The name calling? Tears flowing, the insecurities and not knowing what to do How do you move on and forget the past? The anger and sadness echo through…

Sleepless Night…

Tonight I am sleeping over my grandmothers houses because I have class in the morning and need my family to watch my son. Normally, I would be home, in my own bed, cuddled up with my husband and then Saturday morning he would watch our son as I go to class. But hubby accepted a…