Who Invited Anxiety Over?

I wish I knew why at this very moment, I feel like I'm on the verge of an anxiety attack. I had such a nice day with my family. Me and my sons and husband hung out at home, resting up for a couple hours, before heading out to my aunts house for dinner and…

He Helps Me Cope

Not too long ago, I was feeling really anxious because of a mistake I made. Of course, me being me, started thinking about other past mistakes I've made, I worried about how I will now be perceived and I just felt terrible. I shut off the tv and aimlessly scrolled through my news feed, as…

Big Changes = Anxiety

Hi guys, So for those who have followed me for a while, know that my husband found a great opportunity in Fl, and we have relocated here, for his new job. Now any time change happens, it makes me anxious. Change has always made me feel this way. However, I am older and wiser and…

The Move

Hi guys! Soooo, hubby has been in Florida for 3 weeks now, at his new job. He's really enjoying it. My son & I got back from visiting him and apartment hunting, a couple days ago. The weather was great and my son didn't want to leave. After I got back home, my husband received…

Sleepless Night…

Tonight I am sleeping over my grandmothers houses because I have class in the morning and need my family to watch my son. Normally, I would be home, in my own bed, cuddled up with my husband and then Saturday morning he would watch our son as I go to class. But hubby accepted a…

It’s My Birthday!

Hello 34! Fancy meeting you here 😉.  Today should be nice and relaxing. My hubby set up an hour massage and an hour facial for me! I can't wait to just lay down and let the worries of daily life slip away. Hopefully I leave that spa feeling like jello lol. Hope everyone has a…

A Song I Dedicate to My Husband

Every time I listen to Sia's song, Dressed in Black, I jam to the beat and really enjoy it. Today however, I really listened to the lyrics and they brought tears to my eyes. I remember feeling so broken and alone many years ago. This song reminds me of the sadness and depression I use…

Get Off the Phone!!!

I notice when I'm feeling anxious, I stay glued to my phone. Checking FB, emails, or just playing a game or two. It's as if I'm waiting for something to happen or catch my attention. The anxiety in me keeps me glued to all things on my phone, and makes me feel as if I…

On Anxious Days, Just Smile…

Today I woke up with my heart racing and I just thought "great, more anxiety 🙄. But despite the feeling, I got up, got dressed, and my family and I left to come to the beach. The drive was great. My sis and I sang our hearts out and laughed and smiled. Now at the…

You Will Survive This Too

Hi All, I haven't been blogging much, ever since finding out one of my step parent's passed away. I've been feeling pretty down and not reaching out to many people, over the past two weeks. On top of that, yesterday was the last day of class and I have two take home exams I need…