Sometimes being in a dark place is done intentionally...because it's the only break a parent can get! lol Hope everyone has a great weekend, xoxo. Jen
Just Wanted to say Hi…
Hi guys I know I haven't been on in a while. I've been pretty busy with school, studying for my midterm and as usual, taking care of my family. Aside from all that though, I've been feeling really anxious. Every day my heart is pounding 100 mph and I feel a bit shaky. I've been… Continue reading Just Wanted to say Hi…
Going through my phone's contacts, I accidentally came across your name and number. I can no longer try to call or text, you, because you are no longer with us. God, the sadness I now feel is palpable. When will things feel right again? When will the tears subside? When will I be able to… Continue reading When?
The Dreaded Phone Call
I still can’t believe he’s gone. I haven’t been blogging much bc I’m dealing with the passing of one of my step parents. Coping is difficult and I’m just trying to be ok, along with my family. Tell your family & friends how much you love them. You never know when it’ll be the last time you’ll see and speak to them. Xo
My ears ring with each scream that comes through the receiver.
My hands shake uncontrollably as I try to make my way to the car.
My sister takes my call with automatic fear in her voice,
For my voice is cracking as I try to keep it together.
The tears sting my eyes as I drive to get to you.
My heart aches as I realize you’re gone.
My anger rises as I remember us asking you to stop,
But then sorrow kicks in because I know it wasn’t your fault.
We all have our demons,
But yours were more over powering.
You had your times of happiness
But in the end you just weren’t strong enough.
I forgive you for all that was said and done.
I hold no grudges toward you.
I know you’re no longer in pain, and now you can get your rest,
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What is Fatherhood to a Father?
Today is Father's Day and I've decided to do something different. I've interviewed a couple of different father's, family and friends, to get their take on fatherhood. Sometimes it feels as if we do not hear much from the men who are there, every single day, helping in raising their children. Let's get inside their… Continue reading What is Fatherhood to a Father?