I’m Having a Hard Time Today

The amount of anxiety I have today and that i've had for the past couple of days, is insane. I cannot get myself off of mindless social media scrolling. I cannot find the energy to go outside and enjoy the beautiful weather. I have a headache, my mind is racing and I feel alone. I…

UPDATE: It’s been a while

Hi guys! I know I've been off wordpress for a long time now. Life has just been pretty busy! I started school back in August. Before classes started, I found out I was pregnant! Guys it's taken my husband and I 5 long years of trying for baby #2, so we were beyond shocked! Then…

Sleepless Night…

Tonight I am sleeping over my grandmothers houses because I have class in the morning and need my family to watch my son. Normally, I would be home, in my own bed, cuddled up with my husband and then Saturday morning he would watch our son as I go to class. But hubby accepted a…

The Nightly Battle

   My anxiety has been pretty high lately. For the past 2-3 weeks I've noticed I'm going to bed later and later. My mind races and I feel uneasy. When I feel that way, I don't bother getting myself into bed because I feel too bothered. This is becoming an issue however, because I've been waking…

I Think Too Much

   It's so exhausting! It's as if my mind never rests! I've been feeling so overwhelmed lately. So many things going on.  I'm feeling anxious and indifferent about close friendships that seem to be changing. It's difficult trying to figure out what to do or say to someone you consider a close or best friend.…

Changes

This is exactly how I'm feeling today. I love this group: 3 Doors Down. This song definitely resignates with me at the moment. I'll try to get on tonight to explain some of the changes happening with me. But for now, here are the lyrics to Changes and at the bottom is the video. I'm…

Vicious Cold Cycle

After a week of me being sick, I'm finally feeling much better. My fever is gone, my body aches are gone and my congestion is minimal. But now, my poor son is sick. He has caught my cold 😔. He has been coughing, congested and his fever was at 103.0F, an hour ago. I hate…