Happy 22nd Birthday-I miss you!

Today you would have turned 22 years old… Just like every passing year, it makes us sad that you’re not here with us. Momma is sad. This is always a difficult time for her. Me & Tina always check up on her though and try to make her smile. Me & Tina are sad too.…

Happy 21st Birthday Baby Brother

Over the years I’ve wondered what you would look like as a grown man Would you be tall like Val, or short like mom? Would you have facial hair or be clean shaven? Would you walk with a bounce or a strut? Would you be serious or goofy? Would you always try to protect your…

Please Help the People of Texas

Hi all, Due to the catastrophic storm 'Harvey', in Texas, many people and animals have been left without homes, food and have lost their lives or the lives of their loved ones. If you can, please make donations to some of the organizations in Texas. If financially you can't, please keep Texas in your prayers…

Sinead O’Connor Speaks about Her Mental Health

Has anyone here seen the video of Sinead O'Connor speaking out about her depression? (Link to video is below) I just watched it and it is heartbreaking. So many people have felt desperate, alone and unloved, like Sinead O'Connor. You can feel her pain and see the demons she is fighting. This is a human…

Our World is in Chaos…

This world we live in is becoming scarier and more dangerous by the minute. Our black friends and families being shot and killed within minutes of encountering a cop. Our police officers being shot, injured and killed by snipers. Innocent club goers being killed by a person who hates their sexual orientation. There is just…

Just Wanted to say Hi…

Hi guys I know I haven't been on in a while. I've been pretty busy with school, studying for my midterm and as usual, taking care of my family. Aside from all that though, I've been feeling really anxious. Every day my heart is pounding 100 mph and I feel a bit shaky. I've been…

When?

Going through my phone's contacts, I accidentally came across your name and number. I can no longer try to call or text, you, because you are no longer with us.  God, the sadness I now feel is palpable.  When will things feel right again?  When will the tears subside?  When will I be able to…

You Will Survive This Too

Hi All, I haven't been blogging much, ever since finding out one of my step parent's passed away. I've been feeling pretty down and not reaching out to many people, over the past two weeks. On top of that, yesterday was the last day of class and I have two take home exams I need…

The Dreaded Phone Call

I still can’t believe he’s gone. I haven’t been blogging much bc I’m dealing with the passing of one of my step parents. Coping is difficult and I’m just trying to be ok, along with my family. Tell your family & friends how much you love them. You never know when it’ll be the last time you’ll see and speak to them. Xo

The Anxiety Chronicles

Val

My ears ring with each scream that comes through the receiver.
My hands shake uncontrollably as I try to make my way to the car.
My sister takes my call with automatic fear in her voice,
For my voice is cracking as I try to keep it together.
The tears sting my eyes as I drive to get to you.
My heart aches as I realize you’re gone.
My anger rises as I remember us asking you to stop,
But then sorrow kicks in because I know it wasn’t your fault.
We all have our demons,
But yours were more over powering.
You had your times of happiness
But in the end you just weren’t strong enough.
I forgive you for all that was said and done.
I hold no grudges toward you.
I know you’re no longer in pain, and now you can get your rest,
But God…

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The Dreaded Phone Call

Val My ears ring with each scream that comes through the receiver. My hands shake uncontrollably as I try to make my way to the car. My sister takes my call with automatic fear in her voice, For my voice is cracking as I try to keep it together. The tears sting my eyes as…