I’m feeling anxious and indifferent about close friendships that seem to be changing. It’s difficult trying to figure out what to do or say to someone you consider a close or best friend. It seems so much more difficult to have close friends as adults, then it was when I was younger.
I have jury duty next week and that has me nervous. I’ve never done it, so I’m praying I won’t have to serve as an actual juror. My therapist has been making sure we speak about every possible outcome, to try ease my mind about the unknown.
I have school orientation in 2 weeks! Ah! Haven’t been in school for almost 13 years. Not knowing how I will handle it has me worried…
My first day of class is Feb 1st. I’ll be attending Mon-Thurs for a little over an hour a day. I get anxious thinking about it because I’m hoping I will be able to manage my time properly. I need to be able to leave my apt. early enough to walk to my car with my son, drive him to school, then head over into the Bronx so I can make my 9:30a class. If anyone here, has ever driven over the GW Bridge early in the morning, you know it’s nuts! I was thinking to make the drive one morning before classes start, to make sure I make it there on time.
Aside from that, my son has soccer class every Sat now, for 2 months. Then he starts tennis on sat afternoons. On top of that he’ll still be doing karate on Fridays. Talk about exhuasting!
I also have my weekly therapy appoints I have to go to, to try and calm my nerves and all these thoughts running through my head! I need to learn to relax, be IN the moment and just go with the flow of things. I need to continue to pray and keep my faith in the lord that he will give me all the strength and energy I need to handle all these things I’m juggling.
You guys have the same problem with thinking too much or over thinking? How do you guys cope when your mind doesn’t shut off?